The universe is limitless

I've been doing a lot of reading on metaphysics and how you can ask the universe for something and if you put positive energy into that request it will happen. Sounds like the Secret or witchcraft, which I do believe in, but I've always believed that whatever you throw out, you'll get it back. So if you throw negativity to the universe, you'll get it back..sometimes 10 fold.

I love this quote from some of my reading: We can ask for and create anything and everything we want, and there is still enough left over for everyone else.

So dear universe, Goddess, God, Blessed Being..I'm sending out a request for good luck for my family. My sister, nephew, my mother-in-law, my mom and I need some good luck in our lives.

Blessed be.


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Pinterest crafts

I'm so obsessed with Pinterest right now. I'm finding a ton of DIY craft and home improvement things that I want to try to do at least one or two a month. Maybe one or two a week...school is almost done so I should have a lot more time.

I'll have to find an easy one for this weekend and I'll post it here. It'll be a "Pinterest-a-day" post. Or week.. gosh, I'm such a non-commitment type person. LOL.

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stupid me

I read a few more old blog posts. Wow. No seriously, WOW. I sounded like a love sick puppy about every guy that say hi to me. Oy vey, I was really looking for love desperately. That's what happens to abused women!

I think I'll avoid that blog for a while; I started feeling ill. Must be stupiditis.

Supah old posts

I'm going through my old blog posts and as I'm reading them it's like I'm reading into the life of someone else. I have changed so much--for the better of course.

This post was from May 2005. A friend had sent me a looking for love ad:

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YOU: ideally: 22-36; timeless beauty (in/out/sideways/birdseye view); witty and wild; can stifle the Krakatoic rumblings of your womb for 5 years or can do without the fucking monsters altogether; don't need Google to follow me; creative; wants to see 100+ countries; ticklish; can laugh at yourself; jaded but not cynical; need help with your G-spot; spend less than 1/8 of your life on a fucking cell phone; makes more than reservations for dinner; your booty's not so big as to warrant its own zipcode but I don't want one of those boney ass bitches neither; you're willing to be tattooed; you'll try anything once -- and twice if I tell you it's healthy; you know the wealth of a person has little to do with money; passionate; mysterious; have childlike curiosity; enjoy refreshing honesty; are a muse and enjoy reading poetry in bed; walk upright; know at least 18 slang phrases for sex; don't smoke(near me at least); know the sexiest and most erotic thing about any man is his hot, throbbing brain

ME: your fucking nemesis, soulmate, funnybone, worshipper, protector, the cool dude you've been holding out for, that whore in the kitchen and gourmet in the bedroom, milk moustache and Don Juan with a Djembe drum belly, American expat living in Bali -- care to join me? The commutes a bitch, but it's worth it... 

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I hope this guy found his soulmate!

oy. broke. ass. bitch.

seriously though, it's times like this when i really miss my 60k/yr job. SIGH. fml..but i have hope that things will work out.. school will work out... and if it doesn't, i'll just win the 400 million power ball.

HAHA. wishful thinking.

the only good thing going on in my life is that my hair is looking pretty great lately. i'm hoping this stress i'm under doesn't make it fall out!!

dillon is lucky that i love him oh so much, cuz i'm coming to the point where a sugar daddy is looking good. OH hay... maybe i can get him to get a sugar momma to take care of us! oy, too extreme? yeah.. it's the desperation talkin'.

/wrist

oh goddess of money, hear my prayer. i needs monies now. .____.