I want to be...EVERYTHING

I know I’m not the first person to wonder what they are going to do when they grow up. I might be a little old to still be thinking that way, but I always think of myself as a forever child. I think it’s because of the trauma I went through growing up; I feel like I lost my childhood. I go through periods of knowing what I want to do with my life…I want to be a nurse! I want to be a cartoonist! I want to be a stay at home mom (4-legged kids)! I want, I want, I want, I want!!!

And then there are the periods where I just want to do nothing. I just want to crawl into bed and shut my eyes and sleep until forever.

Or at least until one of the things I want to do magically appears.

 I go to sleep one night and BAM!! I’m a nurse. No studying, no exams, no waiting 2 years…

Or I go to sleep one night and BAM!!! Lil Z-bot and friends is a popular animated series, comic book…t-shirts, mugs, plushes, and figurines. Pixar taps us to make a full featured film. 21-Century Fox wants to make a live action movie. Disney wants to make a Z-botLAND inside Disneyland. Khols wants to make a line of children clothes with the Lil Z-bot characters.

Sigh. Yeah, after writing this blog post, I’m still no closer to knowing what I want to do. The search continues.

lil z-bot

this little guy was inspired by my nephew, azaiah. why? because lately i've wished that he had armor and he could fly away and not deal with the pain he's had the past couple of months. i made this little comic for his upcoming 7th birthday. 

i'm going to do a few more for him. this was a really fun project! and i got a cool wacom tablet & pen in the process! :P

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